Fawk... cross training + open mat is not a good combo 4 me. shiet im no athelte! ahh my back hurts... finger jammed... legs sore... hah oh wellz... ne ways...

hmm 4 ne of u blogger user people... wen uve came on to the blogger webiste (www.blogger.com) have u ever looked to the left of the webpage? it has like recently posted blogs of other peoples. sometime u guys should stop and click on a few of those... Some of the people post some fucked up shiet yo! haha.

After reading a few that thought came to mind of "no matter how bad ur life seems, theres always someone out there who has it worse." And i know sometimes we all feel like were in DEEEEP shiet sometimes. I feel like that alot too... and yanno.. u have those times wen ur juss depressed...cuz well... things juss arent going ur way... and well feeling sorry 4 urself seems like the thing to do. but U dont go into thinking of ne of the good in ur life... cuz is to busy being shadowed by ur depressive thoughts.

What was i gettin at? oh yah... well "no matter how bad ur life seems, theres always someone out there who has it worse." True, but wen u feel like shit and think up that lil saying... u could honestly GIVE A DAMN. Cuz ur caught up in thinking "who cares if someone else has it worse! IM the one that feels like crap, they're not me! and blah blah." Well at least that wat i think. But after reading a few of those lil blogs on the website... man it kinda "hits home" i guess u can say. Guess i should really suck it up and stop feeling sad sometimes i guess??? People really do have things worse... some people are stronger than others, get through more, but then again theres always those people whose lives seem to be easier. I call those people "the lucky people".

But to some other loser who's "down in the dumps", YOU may seem like one of the "lucky people". oh well im rambling about nothing hahaha oh wellz...

2 more days till that long awaited weekend. Oh it will be damn good! IM so excited! and i just cant hide it! haha. oh wellz... buh bye
posted by Philip at 11:29 PM